I am back in Auckland and I finally managed to convince a few people to sail with me. All we needed was finding someone with a boat who could take us out to the sea. I eealised that I am too shy to ask random people at the harbour but one of my friends wasnt and we met a woman who worked at a yacht club in Auckland and she knew a guy who was living on a sailing yacht. He didn’t want to go sailing forst but when we passed him an hour later he had changed his mind. Ten minutes later we were heading towards the exit of the harbour by boat. 
We sailed to the island Rangitoto and back and I think I steered the boat for 2/3 of the time and really enjoyed myself and had fun with the other guys. I just thought this is the life I want to live!